1 post tagged “muse”
I have been having success with the diet. It takes alot more time eating healthier, than I thought. I think its more time consuming for me, because I have to plan what I am going to cook for the week and look up healthy recipes. Grocery shop and do the prep work so that it wont be an all consuming process during the week. But the diet actually works. I have lost 18 pounds in 31 days. We start Phase 3 of the diet tomorrow. So I am very happy with my progress.
However, my writing and blogging has suffered so much. I have the great article ideas, but by the time I get the time to write. It's clock 30 and I am dog tired. I have lost my momentum that I had in the beginning of the year. Waking up at 4:30 AM and getting 2 full hours of writing down before its time to take care of the fam. Now I have to fit in writing and working out at the same time. Stressful indeed. And inspiration for me lately has been out the window. No imagination whatsoever. Like my brain is in a stalemate. I have to fight for great ideas, their not coming to me as freely as before.
So instead of fighting I have been reading alot lately and watching movies. I have to a script idea someone inside of me, it just needs to come out...soon I hope! I actually have had some good ideas, but they don't pane out the way that I want them to or I chuck them before I even get them
down in outline form. I need some original stuff. Some fire. Something that will get me excited to write it and finish it. So while I am in this state of turmoil with my writing. I read and journal...maybe I will get something out of my journaling after this period ends. Hopefully it ends soon. Let's keep our fingers crossed!